resurrection of loofy
Well, its been a long time since the last post in 2007, bout 1 and a half year. Hell no….. it’s a bad situation turns in form of me where I will be only blogging when comin into exams, thats right, im havin exam during this post as well..LOL
The exam im having now is the stupidiest subject i ever had in my life,
moral studies, accredited by the MQA(formerly known as LAN). ive been taking this subject since primary school and high school, but the myth inside my mind is that, why the heck i still nid to complete this subject as a part of my graduation? i was suppose to take the MQA subject(previously known as LAN subject) during my 1st year, since nobody was taking it, so who wants to giv a damn bout it? until 2day only realized that the MQA subjects is being so “crucial” as a part of my course completion, and that is the reason im forced to take this dumb subject in my final year.
Try to imagine that in the moral class, bunch of my fren bout 4 of us including me who have a senior faces, where other looks like so young, because we’re in 3rd year and they all in 1st year or ever foundation, omg… the situation is like squeezing the old man into kindergarden..LOL, but i like the atmosphere in the class, coz its gives me the feel like im so young!!! me and my fren never giv a damn to the class, but at least we attend the classes, coz we only care bout the attandance!! hehe, i was damn enjoying the class, coz whenever the class started, ill start poking my fren’s PDA with the stylus, playing monopoly…damn good student!! pity to my fren, he lost his PDA in LCCT, RIP to the PDA…LOL the funniest part is that, we’ve forgotten that we are suppose to hav mid-term exam on that day, only recall when lecturer reminds us, then we were like, how da hell we are suppose to do the mid-term without revision? Immediately my fren took out his PDA and hook up to the nearest wireless network and start downloading the slide, and study on the spot, oh man!!! start missing his PDA….. professional IT student la, what else? we practice what we’ve learned in our class “Wireless Network”..lol
*Sigh….the semester has comes to its end, where 14 weeks have jus gone, so long, but feel so short as i’d said, time flies like hell, and its such a good opportunity turns in form of me to scratch my head till bleeding, but it wouldnt be a problem to me, as i have already used to the life of 3rd year, aiya….MQA for foundation only….no worries, got MCQ somemore, scare wat?haha…k la…ciaoz….nid to get back to revision….
被我点名的是
被我点名的是。。。sam ,weng, phoebe ying, julianne, kennis, chee chui, shiqi ,ching han,
venice
点名规则：
A、被点到名字的要在自己的空间里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成19个问题，传给其他9个人（记住已经被点的人不能再点），列出其他9个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这9个人的博客里留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。
B、这9个人要在自己的博客里注明是从哪里接到的，并且再传给其他9个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。
1、用三个词形容你喜欢的异性类型？
ans : 可爱，傻傻，糊涂
2、最想知道未来的一件事？为什么？
ans : 我出人头地的那一天
3、你最害怕发生的事情？
ans : 离别
4、你所期望生活的城市？为什么？
ans : 香港，充满着挑战的城市
5、你最想对传问卷给你的人说的一句话是？
ans : 玩我meh大老，明知道我的电脑打不到话语
6、你相信世上真的有缘分这东西存在吗？
ans : 相信一半缘分, 相信一半人为
7、最想和天使或恶魔做朋友？为什么？
ans : 恶魔, 因为想了解恶魔
8、最近最快乐的事情是什么？
ans : 认识了一个该变我的女生
9、你愿意为了你的爱人而离开你自己的城市吗？
ans : 比愿意还还愿意
10、遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注，如果是其他方式，请注明？
ans : 勇敢表白
11、在世界末日到来的是前一个月,你想做什么?
ans : 陪着她，帮助她做决定，因为她不爱做决定。
12、一份看似前途光明的工作和一个你喜欢的异性同时出现，你选哪个？
ans : 惜牲自己，顾及两者
13、发工资后第一件事是想做什么？
ans : 吃一餐好的，慰劳自己
14、你最想送自己的生日礼物是什么？
ans : 充满精采内容的生活
15、你目前的生活状态如何？
ans : 还不够精采，在扎实自己中
16、你理想的工作地点是？(不可删除题)
ans : 目前想去的香港，新加坡
17、说出点你名的人的3个优点？(不可删除题)
ans : 够兄弟，够姐妹，够废柴
18、你理想的生活状态如何？(不可删除题)
ans : 没有离别，平安的生活.
19、如果你可以用十年的寿命换一个愿望，你的愿望是什么？
ans : 换多一个十年，因为只有我的存在，她才会感到幸福
Exam Again!!!!!
Its exam again!!!! why gotta struggling with exam? is that possible to hava a peaceful life without exam? taking 3 subjects, i think that is still considered as okay…my fren takin 5 subjects, now there is such a gud opportunity turns in form of him, to scratch his head
till bleeding.
Exam isnt a problem, time does the matter, we are suppose to hav 1 week break b4 exam. bcoz our god dammit college tryin to associate with the bloody LAN, so they take out the break. and everything is so compressed, so its compressing our brain too…..
luckily im takin 1 programming subject, i love programming, i mean i understand programming, at least i could find myself in programming world. so i only nid to work really hard on the other 2 subjects.
Apologize
this blog is dedicated to someone for apologize purpose.
apologize to my foolish, impetouses and the rudeness spoken to you.
i did not know someone has been caring me so much, always standing beside me no matter what happen. share with me my joy, anger, sadness and happiness.
becoz of my foolish, i did not notice and appreciate the cares surrounding me.but express it with my anger, fury and impetouses.
Still remember, on that sunday, we were chatting through sms, jus bcoz she said "i wont cry infront of u", and so sudden my anger was pop up nowhere, i sounded her and stop replying her sms, she is suppose angry upon my behave, but she called me, console me and talk to me nicely. im really touch for wat she have done.
honestly, im really a freak, could say freaker that freak.
i would remember this day forever, 10/10/07, bcoz of my fury, i said smthing that i not suppose to say, and bcoz this 3 sentences, i hurt her deep in her heart. she cried, she didnt blame me, but blame herself instead, she blame herself bcoz she claim that she didnt do well, but i noe this isnt true, i am the 1 who shud be blamed,its all my fault, isnt her fault, im not deserve for the forgiveness, but she did it, she did forgive me, im really feel sorry.
since that day, i learn to control my temper, i not goin to hurt her anymore, and wont simply trigger my anger.
Bastard, Nerd and Pariah
this blog is dedicated to an idiot who really a bastard.
the god is so mercy, seen a guy who didnt hav girlfren for a years, the god gives him such a good opportunity to meet a girl
and this girl is a really good girl who really care bout this bastard, no matter wat happen she always stands bside him, cheer him up when he is moody try to help him when he is in deep trouble, and she is so patient to this nerd even he express her caring with anger, fury and rudeness.
this is not worst, the worst is the girl still so in love with is pariah, and this bastard doesnt appreciate it at all, but keep complaining that the girl isnt do well enuff, this bastard said "you really foolin wit me", "i dnt feel confidence enuff to you" and "im dnt feel secure enuff wit you", wit this 3 sentences, the girl really hurt deep in her heart, she is hurt bcoz she got the fury, anger and rudeness frm this bastard with her loving and caring.
she cried, but still forgive this bastard, bcoz she is so in love with this bastard. honestly this bastard doesnt deserve the girl, whoever see this bastard, pls do me a favor, wrack up him at any cost, dnt care anything jus wrack him up.
Releasing Is Required When Necessary
Sometimes, whatever we do, wherever we go, or however we do,
always do releasing. People chasing towards whatever they like, whoever they
love, and wherever they would like to go, but releasing is required when
necessary. That is a natural force when people fighting for themselves,
constantly putting 100% effort to get what they wanted, step tight on
acceleration pedal when they need to get the destination fast, keep calling and
messaging a boy or gal every fucking day to date with him/her and so on. But
continuous forces may bring the negative effect. A clear example, when a fish
is hooked up, continuous rolling up only letting the fish go.
Every single living organism in this world need breath,
everything living because the space between each other, like human, knowing how
to respect to each other, giving a living space to each other, so that people
could live in a peace manner, otherwise the negative effect is worst than 3rd
world war. Do release acceleration pedal when you see an obstruct closing to
you, if you failed to do so, it may causes injury or worst, death.
I fought for something before, something that I really wish
to get; maybe my non-stop continuous effort causes the negative effect. If were
the god give me the 2nd chance, I would learn when to accelerate,
and correct timing to release.
Final Exam Again
haiz…..time flies like hell, 14 weeks had already gone. Now there is such a good opportunity has presented itself in form of me to scratch my head till bleeding. taking 4 subjects, and thats why i got lotsa stuff to push in my brain, like someone said before "u wat me to put all the note into a injector and inject it in ur brain?", haha sounds funny? that is not the worst, the worst is, new semester divided into 2, 1st half started last week, and the 2nd half starting 4 week from now, u got it…no break after exam, the lecture will be goin on right after exam. haiz……this is life man, what would you expect? keeping buzy till the day end of life. sounds sorrowful? i didnt mean that……
Evolutionism
Evolutionism explain the mechanism of the rapid advancement changes towards a constant situation, the evolution progress may involve many element including time and resources. For example, the technology evolution, the resources from people to implement the infrastructure and the period of acceptance from public.
I being myself declared too many constants in my life, I don’t like to evolve, I don’t like to be changed, I hate variable is because I wish to keep myself uniquely. Since a sequence of things happened recently, I realized that I need to convert some of the constants to variables, and start declaring variable for some reason. And I discovered that, I start enjoying the evolution. Perhaps I’m a human?
But for me, I define evolution as the growth progresses that change the attributes but keep those entities originally, the evolution keep changing my both visible attributes and invisible attributes in a rapid manner. I’m glad with these changes, because it showing that the improvement on me instead of the other way round…..
School Break
My study break is ending soon, alot of things happened in this 2 months, including those delighted me and grieved me, but from that, i did and learn alot of things in this freaking 2 months. i was working in Unisys as a data entry and represent CSA working in Celcom. and definately i took the chance to absorb knowledge and experience for future career development.
i almost lost myself being me in my life psychologically, i was like being affected by someone and almost being influenced, i prefer single life, this is what i mean, i dont like people to interpose my living style and my freedom, it is like a bird roaming in the sky ( i learned this frm Celcom….haha, do i nid to pay for the copyright?)
and i dint missed the chance to make some friend, i got knew some friend from my college, they are fucking cool and freaking cool, we went enjoy our quality time, we eat 2gater every fucking day, we went clubbing every fucking weekend, and we did barbeque party!!!! we made some unforgotten momment in beach club, we really have fun there, u noe what i mean rite? althought they spend money like water faucet, so 1 word for yall…its not easy to make money k,spend wat u should. hope that we will keep our friendship until the last second of our life….YO!!! WASSAP BRO!!!!
Living in a Complicated City
i had been living in this big city for a half year, i learn a lot from here, i see what i expected and supposed to see, and of coz i saw what im unexpected and not suppose to see. this big city full of cheating, people here looks like sincerely, but actually they are goin to cheat u. people here are not boring, coz they thinking everyday how to cheat people and how to chase those people who had cheated them. im not boring here, coz i have a lot of worries, i have a plenty of matter to process and i need to learn so many things. but not how to cheat people, as i said, im Undergraduate student, im here for study but not here to play the fucking game.
