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Its exam again!!!! why gotta struggling with exam? is that possible to hava a peaceful life without exam? taking 3 subjects, i think that is still considered as okay…my fren takin 5 subjects, now there is such a gud opportunity turns in form of him, to scratch his head
till bleeding.

Exam isnt a problem, time does the matter, we are suppose to hav 1 week break b4 exam. bcoz our god dammit college tryin to associate with the bloody LAN, so they take out the break. and everything is so compressed, so its compressing our brain too…..

luckily im takin 1 programming subject, i love programming, i mean i understand programming, at least i could find myself in programming world. so i only nid to work really hard on the other 2 subjects.

this blog is dedicated to someone for apologize purpose.

apologize to my foolish, impetouses and the rudeness spoken to you.
i did not know someone has been caring me so much, always standing beside me no matter what happen. share with me my joy, anger, sadness and happiness.

becoz of my foolish, i did not notice and appreciate the cares surrounding me.but express it with my anger, fury and impetouses.

Still remember, on that sunday, we were chatting through sms, jus bcoz she said "i wont cry infront of u", and so sudden my anger was pop up nowhere, i sounded her and stop replying her sms, she is suppose angry upon my behave, but she called me, console me and talk to me nicely. im really touch for wat she have done.

honestly, im really a freak, could say freaker that freak.
i would remember this day forever, 10/10/07, bcoz of my fury, i said smthing that i not suppose to say, and bcoz this 3 sentences, i hurt her deep in her heart. she cried, she didnt blame me, but blame herself instead, she blame herself bcoz she claim that she didnt do well, but i noe this isnt true, i am the 1 who shud be blamed,its all my fault, isnt her fault, im not deserve for the forgiveness, but she did it, she did forgive me, im really feel sorry.

since that day, i learn to control my temper, i not goin to hurt her anymore, and wont simply trigger my anger.

this blog is dedicated to an idiot who really a bastard.
the god is so mercy, seen a guy who didnt hav girlfren for a years, the god gives him such a good opportunity to meet a girl
and this girl is a really good girl who really care bout this bastard, no matter wat happen she always stands bside him, cheer him up when he is moody try to help him when he is in deep trouble, and she is so patient to this nerd even he express her caring with anger, fury and rudeness.

this is not worst, the worst is the girl still so in love with is pariah, and this bastard doesnt appreciate it at all, but keep complaining that the girl isnt do well enuff, this bastard said "you really foolin wit me", "i dnt feel confidence enuff to you" and "im dnt feel secure enuff wit you", wit this 3 sentences, the girl really hurt deep in her heart, she is hurt bcoz she got the fury, anger and rudeness frm this bastard with her loving and caring.

she cried, but still forgive this bastard, bcoz she is so in love with this bastard. honestly this bastard doesnt deserve the girl, whoever see this bastard, pls do me a favor, wrack up him at any cost, dnt care anything jus wrack him up.