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Apologize
October 12, 2007, 2:18 am
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this blog is dedicated to someone for apologize purpose.

apologize to my foolish, impetouses and the rudeness spoken to you.
i did not know someone has been caring me so much, always standing beside me no matter what happen. share with me my joy, anger, sadness and happiness.

becoz of my foolish, i did not notice and appreciate the cares surrounding me.but express it with my anger, fury and impetouses.

Still remember, on that sunday, we were chatting through sms, jus bcoz she said "i wont cry infront of u", and so sudden my anger was pop up nowhere, i sounded her and stop replying her sms, she is suppose angry upon my behave, but she called me, console me and talk to me nicely. im really touch for wat she have done.

honestly, im really a freak, could say freaker that freak.
i would remember this day forever, 10/10/07, bcoz of my fury, i said smthing that i not suppose to say, and bcoz this 3 sentences, i hurt her deep in her heart. she cried, she didnt blame me, but blame herself instead, she blame herself bcoz she claim that she didnt do well, but i noe this isnt true, i am the 1 who shud be blamed,its all my fault, isnt her fault, im not deserve for the forgiveness, but she did it, she did forgive me, im really feel sorry.

since that day, i learn to control my temper, i not goin to hurt her anymore, and wont simply trigger my anger.




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